The remembrance!!!

This weekend has been so far, quite mentally tough for me...I regret seeing that movie yesterday, not because its boring but it made me remember quite a few things which I was desperately trying to forget. Today, I tried to indulge myself with some fun stufs with a totally fun filled movie(as they say it, though for me its full of marana mokka) and some shopping to overcome yesterdays effect. It was then, I went to this restaurant "dosa calling", to try some new food. I entered in to the restaurant, and there is this manager or co-ordinator or whtever U call, she is not an attendant or server, lets call her 'The manager' welcomed us in to the restaurant. The moment I saw her I was in for a shock as her face and figure reminded me of someone special in my life. They call it fate and I was showed a place facing the entrance of the restaurant where she was standing and managing the restaurant. She was a third person to me and I must admit that she wouldnt hav bothered anyone in the restaurant tht time. It was me or my inner feeing I must admit which made my brief moment in the restaurant a truly, I wont say horrible but a strange experience. I was unable to look at her and was trying to avoid seeing her, though she is only a third person to me and from the place I was sitting, Its virtually unable to avoid seeing her for if I have behaved in a casual manner. I blame myself for my strange feeling, for its only because of me I am unable to forget such memories. I know trying to erase such memories can only go in vain...somehow I hav to try and live with it. But, such instances like the one which has happened today and yesterday make me worry. I hope such things doesnt happen but I know its difficult for whtever I see there s some element which will remind me of my past with tht phase of my life. To conclude, even though its a sweet remembrance sometimes it leaves us in embarrassing situation. Hope all is for best. I feel relieved now.